First 5K finish line!! This race meant so much more than running to me.. Such a huge victory.. Like a declaration of independence from obesity! I told my family I ran and even my grandmother was like “you know you don’t have good running genetics..” haha! I’m perfectly fine not being the fastest! Point is I did it and that’s what matters!
First 5k in t-minus 6 hours and can’t sleep a wink.. I know I’ll finish and really that’s all that matters, but the nerves are getting to me anyways.. Yikes!
I started at 235. But I am getting close to ONDERLAND!
Started at 240 last year (maybe even a little more.. I didn’t weigh for fear of a mental breakdown) Last I checked I was 164.5. If you want it bad enough you can do anything! Changing your habits one at a time will change your whole life..
Fck the mind! It’s weak due the constraints of logic and reason, rules of can and can’t. But the heart can overcome the weakness of the mind.. It knows no boundaries.. All it knows is how bad you want it! You can do anything you put your HEART into.. BOOM!! - Me
I have had a lot of stressful things happening. We are looking for a new place. Work has been crazy. My trainer is moving so I haven’t been seeing her. My Mom, who I usually see every weekend, moved as well. My support system is not what it once was.
This was the system I relied on to lose 75 pounds and be healthier and now I feel a bit lost. The only exercise I have done over the last week has been running. I’ve been telling myself I just need to set up a plan and get to it, but I haven’t.
I want to start classes at the mma academy, but money is just so tight right now because of the whole moving thing.
NEED TO GET BACK ON TRACK! Right now I’m going to put a plan on paper. Then I just gotta follow the plan. JUST DO IT CARRIE!! I know I can do this..
